wrote this earlier at school, and im terrified for tomorrow

 So!! I SHOULD be at PE right now but I’m at guidance because I’m allowed to be here instead of risking panic attacks every day. I love the quiet here so so so much but that’s irrelevant. I need to talk about Comet, Maple, Lizard and Sonder. The last two I am currently developing by marinating them in my head <3

I made the first two guys two or three weeks ago and I love them. I love these little guys so much!! They are amazing and wonderful but I dont know what to do with these little sillies! I was just mindlessly drawing them, and I realized. Oh, shart. I gotta make lore for m,My blorbos! My children! i CREATED them.

Lizard was made in 5th grade, and Sonder is just a funny little word I found out about and I love it very much and it would be nice for a nightwing as a name

I was previously going to make Comet a Silk-Night hybrid that could see futures and went insane over it, but I love them too much for that. So Comet is a Silk-Rain hybrid whose brother is Maple. I will give these siblings the best little life in my mind and on wattpad and tumblrf

Lizard was originally a Silk-Rain as well, but I gave him supercool superstrong basic rainwing abilities and i thought that was too much for him so i put Lizard in superhell and added that he never went through metamorphosis. I forgot about Lizard so either I’ll dig him up from his grave or give that wingless concept to Maple. Not Comet. Comet’s wings are too pretty <3

Realized i need to take a shower, feel bad for people in te room .which is nobody, it's quiet and amazing and i love it here and i suddenly love the sun and i love everything and i

I’ve also had no idea what to do with Sonder lmao. Literally some guy i made in 5 minutes for a scratch game. Nvm screw Sonder I’ll think abiut them later (tomorrow, or in 5 days( (which is never if i say 5 days)

I’m trying to remember my other blorbos from the same time I made Lizard. I made these guys during 4th or 5th grade and put them on WATTPAD. a WATTPAD story about JADE MOUNTAIN and the prologue had a really gruesome death woahh??

Caribou was a mud-ice. Skipper was just silkwing

I lvoe silkwings/

Imm getting high off the thoughts of my ocs holy crap i never thought this would ever happen to me,. I thought i only had, like 2 ocs but no i cant even count them woahh??. Woahh thate another “woahh??”

Caribou was just another Clay i’m pretty sure. Without the cool parts i mean, just hungrya

constantly

ouhhhh 22 minutes until i have to leave this place. Social studies sounds like hell today but we get to do gimkit so im not compaliaining

 I came here to develop lore what am i doing !!?????

OK> SO what. someone gave me gumym bears what in the three moons. There’s 4 in this bag. Look how they massacred by boy

GREEN ANDYELLOW ONLy?? WOW.

Im scared because maple is another kinkajou oh my god he CANT be pink and yellow..o. I need to mak him mean <3 BUT I LOVE HIM I CANT!

Comet. What about Comet. Ok lets see what i can do for my sillies! Chart time. List time i  ean ?

COMET

• RainWing and SilkWing hybrid

• They have venom but they can’t shoot it that far

• Stole their scarf from Maple but he doesn’t care

• Nicknamed “marshmallow” by Maple

MAPLE

• RainWing and SilkWing hybrid

• More prominent RainWing features but still really fluffy and cuddly

• Never went through metamorphosis for some reason so didn’t get wings

• Like a big cat!

• Like a big teddy bear omfg

• Doesn’t know how to hug people but still loves hugs

• ^^^ tries to hug, basically tackles

• Gives surprisingly terrible advice, will tell you to kill your enemies without hesitation

• Based on one of my dogs (Ruby <333) bc shes a big goof and jumps on people to “hug” them and I love her so much. Full of whimsy despite the horrors <3

CARIBOU

• MudWing and IceWing hybrid

• More like a MudWing, just has antlers and white+pale brown fur

• Paws? Why tf not actually

• Neither fire breath or ice breath. carbon breath

• She lost her sib group in a war (deer, cinnamon, and everglade. Might write stuff for them later idk)

• Also was the bigwings of their group

• Basically adopted her winglet as a new sib group at jade mountain

• Really likes history, spends a lot of time in the library + will talk about it at any chance she gets

SKIPPER

• SilkWing, faint traces of NightWing genes because some darker scales and some star-like flecks on her wings

• Short and Puntable

• bitch

• She will fight anyone and anything

• Might fight god and die trying

LIZARD

• Yet another RainWing and SIlkWing hybrid

• But no SilkWing parts other than antennae

• Also never grew wings

• Close bond with Maple

• ^^^ Maple comforts him over being wingless because he also never got wing

• ^^^ Maple actually treats him like a brother, Lizard HAS cried over it before

• Based on my other dog, Finn. Older fella and often very grumpy but can tolerate (cannot be without for 5 mins) a handful of specific people

Terrifying what a hyperfixation can do to you .what have i done